here is the post about my education test last weekend.
if you didn't pick up on the subtle hints,
i am very confident that i did not pass the test.
but what does that mean for me?
i will succeed.
without being to wordy and carrying on forever i will tell you in a nutshell.
i was required to take this test.
two parts.
both covering the first few years of high school sciences.
300 points.
200 of them from multiple choice.
100 from 2 essay answers.
i studied my butt off,
ask the hubby.
prior to the test i was not completely sane.
it was the first large test i wasn't confident about.
moments before leaving the apartment S showed me this video.
it honestly changed my attitude and whole being.
i was ready for the test,
even if that didn't mean i would pass.
i might just fail.
when i finally sat down at my desk to begin the test
i had realized more from 45 minutes of ear hustlin'
that the majority of people fail the first 1 or 2 times.
EXCELLENT.
the odds increased.
i started the test and immediately realized it was going to be a challenge.
2 tests done in 2 hours.
i walked out & let it go.
i will not receive the official scores for weeks,
but i know the outcome.
a few very important people in my life were more than supportive.
my mom
"you almost always learn more through failure,
even if it is just about yourself"
my papi
"i love you, no matter what"
my husband
"your identity does not come from this test"
my boss
"you can live a fairly easy life and never experience failure,
but that would be boring"
ultimately this whole event was just a growing experience for me.
my failure on a test does not identify who i am as a person.
i will succeed.
and i need to be taking a different test!
lol.
may you see your moments of failure
as moments to grow & evaluate yourself.
if you didn't pick up on the subtle hints,
i am very confident that i did not pass the test.
but what does that mean for me?
i will succeed.
without being to wordy and carrying on forever i will tell you in a nutshell.
i was required to take this test.
two parts.
both covering the first few years of high school sciences.
300 points.
200 of them from multiple choice.
100 from 2 essay answers.
i studied my butt off,
ask the hubby.
prior to the test i was not completely sane.
it was the first large test i wasn't confident about.
moments before leaving the apartment S showed me this video.
it honestly changed my attitude and whole being.
i was ready for the test,
even if that didn't mean i would pass.
i might just fail.
when i finally sat down at my desk to begin the test
i had realized more from 45 minutes of ear hustlin'
that the majority of people fail the first 1 or 2 times.
EXCELLENT.
the odds increased.
i started the test and immediately realized it was going to be a challenge.
2 tests done in 2 hours.
i walked out & let it go.
i will not receive the official scores for weeks,
but i know the outcome.
a few very important people in my life were more than supportive.
my mom
"you almost always learn more through failure,
even if it is just about yourself"
my papi
"i love you, no matter what"
my husband
"your identity does not come from this test"
my boss
"you can live a fairly easy life and never experience failure,
but that would be boring"
ultimately this whole event was just a growing experience for me.
my failure on a test does not identify who i am as a person.
i will succeed.
and i need to be taking a different test!
lol.
may you see your moments of failure
as moments to grow & evaluate yourself.
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