I miss my girls

 Well no Barnes and Noble tonight…. I found PANERA. Talk about feeling right at home. I almost thought I was at Rosedale when I walked in. Oh Home!

So tonight I am flying solo for the third night in a row. Scottie had class until 8:30 on Monday night, he had to go to San Diego for a volleyball game last night and didn’t get home until midnight, and tonight he won’t be home until 9:30 because he is in Pomona for volleyball again. I think these last few nights really haven’t helped with my homesickness.

I miss my girls. 

I realized I am surrounded my testosterone 100% of the time.
I work with Jim Clover. A man.
I work sidelines for football games. Many men.
I work with athletes during the day. 98% men. 2% young girls.
I live with Scottie. A guy. Love him to death, but still.
I have no ladies in my life.

I miss YOU so much.

You is all of YOU ladies.
Mom, Laura, Jessie, Nikki, Heids, Meredith, Han, Mindy, AO, my Aerie girls, Jen, Jilly, all my moms at church in Rapids, Carissa, the ROW ladies, and the rest of you. You know who you are. Just because your name wasn’t called out, it doesn’t meant I don’t mean YOU. I do! 

I am craving…

….laughing
….giggling
….ice cream parties
….popcorn and movies
….tacos and grilled corn 
….drinks with the girls
….sleepovers
….Just Plain GIRL TIME

So…. with that little bit of my heart spilling over. I would just ask that you ladies in my life, who are so precious to me, would be praying that I could find some out here. I just need a woman. Not many, just one who shares common loves and interests. The Lord. and whatever else. I am so thankful the Lord shed light on my heart pain. I could not pinpoint it for the last week, but now I’m aware. I know He has a plan, but right now it’s hard and honestly quite lonely. I’ve been soaking in His word and repeatedly mediate on His truths, but desire to share that with another woman. 

I love you so much ladies. Thank you for being so precious to me. I can not wait to see you all in less than 90 days! Praying for you and praying that the Lord is blessing you beyond measure. 

I miss my girls!